Scan The Perimeter! (Nobody in! Nobody out!)

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Bhante Gunaratana speaking truth


"Somewhere in this process you will come face-to-face with the sudden and shocking realization that you are completely crazy. Your mind is a shrieking, gibbering madhouse on wheels barreling pell-mell down the hill, utterly out of control and helpless. No problem. You are not crazier than you were yesterday. It has always been this way and you just never noticed. You are also no crazier than everybody else around you. The only real difference is that you have confronted the situation; they have not. So they still feel relatively comfortable. That does not mean that they are better off. Ignorance may be bliss, but it does not lead to liberation. So don’t let this realization unsettle you. It is a milestone actually, a sign of real progress. The very fact that you have looked at the problem straight in the eye means that you are on your way up and out of it."
—Bhante Gunaratana

Thursday, July 26, 2012

my attempt


Be patient.

Be as understanding as you can be.

Don't push.

Work on clear communication skills.

Be as non-judgmental as you can be about her process. She will progress at
her own pace no matter what you think or say, so save yourself some
arguments and heartaches.
 If you can't stand it, find a therapist to talk to. Or join a
group for partner of abused women. If there is no such group in your
community, find a therapist who would be willing to form one.

Monday, July 9, 2012

Conversations with a Father: Deleted Scene Reel - Entry #1


Pa: how are you?
Me: I'm pretty good
trying to get a few ours of pure relaxation and non commitment while sharon's at work and i'm not at work
thespians like to call this "alone time"

I like to describe this by taking Paddy Cheyefsky out of context: human life doesn't have great truths...we're born in doubt...we spend our life persuading ourselves we're alive and one of the ways we do that is we tell each other that we love each other...like I love you

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

The Road Warrior

Technology is destroying itself slowly but surely. Once the rate of reproduction in Technology is usurped by the collective consciousness of the cosmos...Technology will be forever vanished from memory and replaced by constant oneness with the scientific world and all corruptible/profitable MONSTERS will rise from a new fiefdom and another cycle will be complete. It's gonna be awesome! Like jealous cannibalism there's money to be had if you willingly step beyond the contemporary world...and into the next world where you will (in Time Travel) swallow whole your ancestors because they simply haven't seen what you've seen...and for this reason alone they are scientifically inferior.

Monday, June 4, 2012

news from a light source


Title: A Just Cause
Dude
This shit I’m thinking
These days
So exciting
It’s pushing me to my happy place
The place I only get to when I feel I’ve actually changed.
I could bask there for eternity.
But the happy place is not legit…
Because I’m only changed in my mind
And that’s only half the reality
The other reality lies with the world, people, society
And the only way to be changed in that reality is to experience
In the flesh, with the flesh and of the flesh
To act, to step, to walk, scientific fact
Fear temps me to hide from the world
Randomness coddles me in the palms of Time & Space
My thoughts, a Euclidean mean….sad fucker
My life, freckle on the face of God….sad fucker
That’s why Life and Thought protest Happy Gilmore.
A just cause.